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Henerala

Beneath the Ice
the ICE is floating with the freezing breeze
beneath it
...the chilling stops
...the heat goes up
...the water starts to boil
for there dwells her heart.
There, the ice melt into tears...



I hate materialistic people...
I am materialistic...
...I hate myself

I don't believe in second chances

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Don't want to live like this

I woke up at 5 am, I want to stay in bed by my alarm urged me to stand up. go to the bathroom, turn the shower on. Whuuu! cold water struggled to freeze my nerves. My blood starts to boil in the coolness but my head still freezes with my dreams. the water becomes cooler. ok, thats it, enough with this bath that tries to steal my dreams. eat. bread plus sandwich spread equals breakfast. dont forget your vitamins. enervon c plus... brush your teeth then start to get dressed. 6 am. where's my bag. ive thrown it here last night... under the bed. not here. in the closet. neither here. there it is, beneath the dirty clothes. set.

bus. P36 fare. I have a P500 bill. not my problem, they could not throw me out. sleep. Ayala! bus stops. people rush. 7:30. up the mrt overpass. go down the other side, SM. Glorieta.RCB. ofis.

open computer. surf net. friendster. mail. ym. 8:00. ofis hous starts. go to cubicle. make an article. research.9:30. break. interview. type.12:00. lunch. wait for instructions. photocopy. fax. answer phone. 3:30. break. wait. wait.wait.wait. wait.wait. 5pm go home. landmark. park square. wait in line. ride the bus. sleep. 6:30. at home. throw the bag. change cloths. lie on bed. no need to eat my blood calms down to sleep


Wednesday, May 25, 2005

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